Long Gone And Moved On

Departures.

Break ups.

Divorces.

Deaths.

People step in and then step out of our lives.

This is a routine that happens all the time.

But,

the HARDEST thing is,

people who left have long gone,

people who stayed have to move on.

xoxo

Never Grow Up

When you're still a baby,

your parents hope that you can grow up faster,

so that you won't cry for no reason in the middle of the night.

When you start crawling on the floor,

your parents hope that you can grow up faster,

so that you can walk by yourself.

When you start going to school,

your parents hope that you can grow up faster,

so that you can do your homework on your own without them nagging.

When you start going to college/uni,

your parents hope that you can grow up faster,

so that you can be successful soon.

When you start earning money by yourself,

your parents hope that you can grow up faster,

so that you can form yourself a family.

However

there will be one day,

that you won't need them anymore..

Then they will start wishing that you'll never grow up,

so that they're still able to hold your little hands,

hear you saying "I Love You" everytime before you sleep,

be by your side all the time..

So,

Never stop showing your love to your parents,

'cause to them,

you're always their little sweety-pie.

xoxo

Sweet Disposition

Today,

Vincent told me that,

he was in the queue of using ATM,

in front of him,

was an old couple around 60ish.

Vincent asked them,

"Are you waiting as well?"

The old man replied,

"I'm her(his wife) bodyguard.

With a BUM like that,

you never know what will happen,

that's why I need to guard her."

According to research,
in this world,
72% of the girls will date a boy who is funny,
regardless of his looks.

The secret behind this is,
each of those boys has a sweet disposition to his humour.




xoxo

Together

Together,

we close our eyes.

Together,

we raise our hands high.

Together,

we sing till our lungs almost explode.

Together,

we jump like we're on high.

Together,

we shout Your name in our highest-pitched voice.

Together,

we're like being brainwashed at that particular moment,

as we're thinking only You.

Different skin colour,

different languages,

different ages,

or even different sizes,

do not matter anymore.

As we come together,

just for You, Jesus.

Amen.

xoxo

Haunted

Some people do get haunted by ghosts.

Some people do get haunted by their bosses.

Some people do get haunted by nightmares.

Some people do get haunted by debts.

Some people do get haunted by bad memories.

Some people do get haunted by their exes.

The thing that haunt me most is,

people that you really care,

turned out to be big disappointments.

Cause you thought you had them figured out.

Happy Halloween.

xoxo

Mistakes

If you cheat when you're 5,

This mistake you made,

may just give you some spankings.

If you cheat when you're 15,

This mistake you made,

may just get you kicked out from the school.

If you cheat when you're 25,

This mistake you made,

may just get you dumped by your "temporary" partner.

HOWEVER,

If you cheat when you're 35,

This mistake you made,

may cost you your job.

If you cheat when you're 45,

This mistake you made,

may lose you your long-life partner.

If you cheat when you're 55,

This mistake you made,

may lose you your family.

If you cheat when you're 65,

This mistake you made,

may not cost you anything,

since you've lost everything.

The worst mistake is,

not learning from your first mistake.

xoxo

Dreamer

My fantasies are:

My real dreams are:

 
Become a cool drummer who have

a belly-button-piercing.

 
Become a good keyboard player
to play for church.

Form a girl-rock-band

that wear only bras.

Form a girl-rock-band

to worship God.

Become Katy Perry's accountant and

work for FBI.

Become a play therapist

who work in chidren's hospital.

Marry Mr.sexy-guns-with-hot-abs,

and beome a smokingly-hot-mama.

Marry my "shining one"
and enjoy sex.

All GREAT things start with BIG dreams.

Do you dare to dream BIG?

xoxo 

Teenage Dreams

Officially step into STAGE 2 of my life.

Not feeling old at all,

but refreshing. =)

No more puppy love thingy.

No more girlish, childish clothing.

No more teenage-craziness.

New M.O:

Grown-up-gottabe.

Pro jobs.

Sexy bras.

Farewell, dear teenage dreams.

And, HAPPY 20TH B'DAY TO ME.

ps, Dearest Mum,

Thank you for bringing me to this world.

xoxo

Things I'll Never Say

This post is especially dedicate to a sweet-talker,

who is always teased by me,

MY DEAREST LIL SUCKASS BRO.

To be honest,

I ain't a sweet-talker,

and neither do I like sweet-talkers.

I'm more like a TEASER.

The 'I love you's and 'I miss you's

are the things that I'll never say to you.

But,

I want you to know that,

You're on my 'How Can I Live Without You' list.

You're the free entertainment of my life.

and,

You're one of the person that I'm PROUDEST of. =)

xoxo

If You Can Afford Me

I don't need you to be rich,

but I need you to be able to feed my big appetite.

I don't need you to have unforgettably-charming face,

but I need you to be funny to make me

laugh out loud all the time.

I don't need you to have posh car or limo,

but I need you to be able

to carry me on the back.

I don't need you to be talented,
but I need you to sing me

"Hey There Delilah".

I don't need you to be hot,
but I need you to give me enough warmth.


I don't need you to be a genius,
but I need you to know me well.

  

I don't need you to be like dear Jacob Black

who has six-pack-abs and sexy guns. 

but I need you to stay healthy,

to grow old with me.

I don't come cheap,

only if you can afford me.

xoxo

The Only Exception

 To my girls:

Don't feel lonely if you don't have a boyfriend.

'Cause Boys are WHATEVER.

FRIENDS ARE FOREVER.

Don't be afraid of getting rejected.

'Cause he is the COWARD who 

doesn't dare to love you back.

Don't feel sad if he doesn't like you.

'Cause you do DESERVE BETTER.

Don't give him everything you have.

'Cause what you didn't give

makes you PRECIOUS and PRICELESS.

Don't cry because of him.

'Cause you shouldn't waste your tears

for someone who is NOT WORTH.

Don't think that the world has come to an end

if he breaks up with you.

'Cause he is NOT the only dude in your life.

 

HOWEVER,

Don't think that all boys are bastards.

'Cause there will always be an ONLY EXCEPTION.

=)

xoxo

 

Hold My Hand

Sprained my ankle for the 1st time.

  

 

UPSET: Because I'm stupid,

I got a sprained ankle.

HELPLESS: When I woke up this morning,

I can only crawl.

SCARED: When Doc says I need to have X-ray,

My tears just burst out.

DISAPPOINT: Unbroken Ankle,

but a Broken Dream.

Still,

I'm GLAD:

Because there are people out there,

who are willing to hold my hand. =)

ps, Don't Worry.

I will be able to jump around soon. *wink*

xoxo

One Of The Boys

I'm One Of The Boys,

who grew up playing legos,

and now is a feeder in dota.

I'm One Of The Boys,

who doesn't know how to cook yummy meals,

but burnt veges.

I'm One Of The Boys,

who eats a lot,

and thinks that boys who can't eat a lot are UNCOOL.

I'm One Of The Boys,

who doesn't know how to apply make-up,

but is the queen of downloading music.

I'm One Of The Boys,

who does curse,

and laughs out loud.

I'm One Of The Boys,

who listens to digital club hits,

rather than soft music when I feel lonely.

I'm One Of The Boys,

who loves to look at hot babes,

rather than hunks.

I'm One Of The Boys,

who thinks that girls should ATTACK boys,

rather than attract them.

I'm One Of The Boys,

who doesn't feel ashamed of who I am,

'cause girls like me wanna break the tradition.

xoxo

Never Knew I Needed

I never knew I needed
"take care", "you're the best", "aza aza fighting"
from the ppl I care
when I need to hear them most.


I never knew I needed
a mega-size kebab
that made me feel so full
to face what's coming next.


I never knew I needed
someone to bring me to the beach
to get the freshest air
from all the stress.


I never knew I needed
some seriously stupid magic & lame jokes
when I had a bad day.


I never knew I needed
a hug that will let me take off my poker face
and cry out loud like a kiddo.




Some simple little words or actions can warm ppl's hearts.
'Cause you'll never know when you're gonna need them.



xoxo

Stone Hearts

When something BAD happens,
we choose to:
Cry.
Run.
Forget.
Drink.



They may help u feel better.
But they can NEVER solve things.



We need to be BRAVE.
We need to FACE them.
WE NEED STONE HEARTS.

ps, RIP, Hong Zhu Lao Shi.
You WERE an angel.
You ARE an angel.
And you WILL BE an angel.

xoxo

Can't Breathe

Game is playing.

People are watching.

Eyes are shutting.

Hands are sweating.

Cheeks are burning.

Heart is beating.

I STOP BREATHING.

When the lips are crushing.



xoxo

Someday

Dedicate this post to my dearest kiddo.


No one nags @ u anymore.
No one wakes u up in the morning anymore.
No one fights with u for the computer anymore.


U need to be independent.
U need to be strong.
U need to be GOOD.



'Cause someday u're gonna be Doctor Siow. =)






Your LaoJie loves you always. =)



xo

Your Call

Everyone feels different towards
receiving different phone calls.




When my cute fam calls,
it's heartwarming.
'Cause I can know how u guys are doing.


When my babes call,
it's heart-lightening.
'Cause I can bitch about boys.


When my boss calls,
it's heart-sinking.
'Cause I know that I need to work tmr.


When my VIP calls,
it's heart-beating-wildly.
'Cause u're special.





xoxo

Better In Time

Things that MUST be achieved in 2010:


1. Study HARDER >> GPA MUST have 2.5.
2. Become prettier, slimmer, sexier & MORE CONFIDENT.
3. DON'T crave for boys.
4. Be BRAVE.
5. Make my cute fam proud.
6. Make MORE friends.
7. Know City CLEARLY.
8. DON'T be stupid in love.
9. Become a BETTER Joc aka Fat.
10. Appreciate whatever I have.



DON'T LOOK BACK 2009.
LOOK FORWARD 2010.



It'll all get BETTER IN TIME.



Happy 2010.



xoxo